Saturday, May 29, 2010

tWo iS bEtTer THan oNe

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one


hey sorry i m suppore to post on Starbucks coffee series organize by Borders starbucks but dont have much and good picture so just decided not to.. anyway its a good talk out there by Akmal(store manager).. looking forward for coffee series in my stores! i m enjoying taking photos.. meet few store managers.. at least wasnt that boring and there were q numbers of customers were there for the talk and good respond from them! had a great time there..

well, here is my current song that i would wanna share but i m sure lots of u guys have heard before..nothing special just been playing through my mind for q some time.. had been singing it during "cheong k".. my days nothing much.. just work..out with friends.. movies.. anyway Yung is back for few days! able to hang out with her yesterday. Went to 69 mansion(pub in batu ferringgi) nice place.. but very small and they dont have dance floor! have pool.. nice place for a toast with whole bunch of friends! sat huge sofa facing inside the bar which u can actually see inside the pub and people swimming in the pool.. had pizza and open a bucket of heineken! i realize i cant really drink heineken! prefer Tiger! can finish very fast.. hang out there til late night around 4am.. really tired! o yeah was wesak day! had my tripper pay on that day but work like really crazy! lots of people! hahah.

thats all i guess.. wow! dint know i just spend my holidays on working and hanging out with friends only..not much outdoor and fun activities but have a really good rest! anyway holiday ends here.. going back college nex monday! final term for my sem1.. hope to do my very best! praying that i stop skipping class..

anyway Joe is coming back nex friday. Isnt it fast? havent seen him for more than one and half year.. been trying to get a close relation with him and try to spend more time on him. Realize each time the step i took to get closer to him the more he feel annoying bout me.. well we havent been communicating with each other often or like everyday since last year?? makes us feel nothing to talk.. is like we have to start all over again on how to communicate.. gosh.. for like if i were to call him once a month we can be quite on phone for 5min.. its like nothing is interesting to share or maybe we missed out lots of part.. there were no longer sharing and communicating in our relationship.. all along joe know that by forcus on his work will forget me which means will less miss me and make his feeling numb instead of fade and hurt knowing we are not there for each other.. thats how we get along for years.. not communicating and just wait for each other. Believing hard work paid off in the end.. well been running through my mind for more than a year that realize this is not healthy or good at all.. i dont like it! if u notice recently i been posting up if one start to put effort on communicating and the other side dont its not going to work out.. i realize i m tired of trying my best.. i know that hanging out with my friends is like so much better than i trying communicate with him when i know i will get hurt.. i still wan to put in effort on building it up to be strong but i really cant do it cos i feel i been rejected.. each time conversation i feel myself no longer play important role in him.. he been telling me its hard to express out on how he feel towards me but he just dont wan to loose me.. darling i cant take it.. if u say u dont want loose me please do something on giving me hope and know that u r here for me.. even when u come back i might just tell u we move on.. or maybe after ur trip.. u know i love you more than anything.. tell me how u feel..all i know is i m hurt and u dont wan to care me anymore.. m i ur girlfriend? or this is how u want to treat ur girlfriend?

thats all..working tomorrow.. gtg to bed..nite =)


GOD BLESS!
lov u!



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