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i jus dont know why i miss my blog so much! haha.. maybe sometimes is the best place to write when i m sad, happy or jus ANYTHING! when i feel i wan to write..hehe.. hmm.. nothing much bout me this days.. this few weeks need to work most of my time cos 2 of colleagues take few days offday and its on weekends.. then again my supervisor will be transfer to another outlet... last of all now is end of the month which means lots of paper work and updates to be done..

i m kinder upset knowing my supervisor will be leaving us.. and nex month is his birthday! argh! T___T he is a very nice guy.. and maybe cause i dont get to bully him anymore..haha.. there r many stories btw both of us..LOLx.. i will tell u if u wan hear bout it..haha.. not gonna tell u over here.. this few days kinder sick.. headache, sneezing, coughing and jus not feeling so well.. *that include lov sick also..haha..

o yeah.. i m starting a new blog soon *hopefully.. was suppose to link to my blog on the 2nd thought better dont.. cause i m using the blog to sell things more of like doing business la.. haha.. as part time job or so call work from home.. recently been discussing with my teacher.. she got lots of story books so she would like to sell off and asked me if i can help her.. and yes i start to use my free time to help her out.. well, u know this few days i been complaining my offday getting bored and i use my offday to sleep but not to enjoy or go out with friends.. then just giv it a try on doing this kind of things.. i will start on selling 2nd hand books.. i might sell other things in future and its only available in m'sia..haha.. cos i m still lost using paypal.. i cant open 1 if not i will be using money like drinking WATER! AERGH! NOO!!!!... need to save money now.. hmm.. well hopefully i get the blog done by this week and start to advertise by next week..aha.. still need some advice.. if anyone happens to drop by pls to tell me more bout doing this kind of thing..pls n thank u^^

other than that nowadays i read books.. i dont know why.. but i jus read..haha.. comics, story books.... JUST READ..LOLx.. i use my break time(only 1h) go to 711 and sit there for an hour to finish up the whole comic book.. i m not suppose to do that cos i need to buy.. it was well wrap..LOLx.. wat u expect.. i already know all the workers in 711.. even one of the guy always bully me! when i m late for work i will go through 711(shortcut).. 711 backdoor is my shop's backdoor..haha.. save 2min!!!! LOLx.. remember 1 time i was rushing to work then the guy was about to go home then he lock the 711 front door dont wan let me go in.. i start to shout til the security look at us and laugh..stupid one! haha.. 1st day he work i already kacau him til he remember me! LOLx...

o yeah! i start to do some handcraft using recycle things.. seriously i m getting very weird..HAHAH i dont know why.. i reject most of the people who date me or going out with them.. i rather spend time on doing something silly.. *good thing my gf know i m a weird girl.. my next mission is to build a ship using newspaper and pencil..hahaha! maybe that's what i m interested in and i m talented in.. not sure i m going to do it anot but for now i got something to do..haha..

that's all for now..opps..no pic... well at least some update but nothing interesting..hais Thursday and Friday work from 12-12.. wan gila d.. cant wait til sat.. going for badminton at night and maybe movie after that.. hmm..mostly i m going alone..haha.. u dont have to pity me! i start to get addicted on doing things alone.. i still owe my gf going out with her..haha.. now i see i try to make my life busy and interesting.. msn and Fb gets bored now.. hoping to get new phone.. T__T kinder like 5300nokia..lolxxx.. yeah i know asking why i dont wan sony?? well, realize i jus LOVE the touchscreen and smsing..hahah.. i will keep things update la.. bye bloggie^^

lov u...
God bless..
nite nite^^

aT LaSt i m FREE!!! =p

at last i m done with my ISTD silver jazz.. from my previous post u know i have been so busy with my work and dance.. even use my 1hour break time to practice dance and late for work every time..i m glad its over and hopefully my hard work pay off.. hmm.. i remember i did really bad due to the timing and lost focus.. well, i cant forgive myself for what i had done during exam.. i know what have done is done but i know i can do better.. i pratice so hard jus to get myself focus.. dint know i would actually let it go so easily.. get to did it once only.. and i did it so bad?? argh..

well, just praying there is always bonus marks la.. haha.. even i did not get a good grade but hope to pass... kinder dissapointed at myself.. thanks to my teacher for helping me and guiding me.. i know he had lost his patient yet he still have hope in me.. well, thanks for everyone supporting me.. glad i manage to make it eventhou i did not do my best.. hais.. bah,leave sad case for myself better..haha.. if not it wont be fun d.. after exam, had lunch with my team mates.. we went to giant for pizza.. LOLx...here some pic..

before my hairdo.. haha.. blur blur.. slept 6hours only le..

taa daaa.. i m done with my hair.. haha.. ready for my exam in small studio..

*20mins in big studio for exam..*garu head..was like yelling all the way after exam finish..haha.. back to our small studio and had some discussion..

took pic with my team mate.. from left yoke wee, chee beng and me.. dont know what to post d.. was rushing to cabut.. haha..

our senior..she is talented!!

that du no! ala pointe's percious dog.. aint he CUTE?? having a hair cut..haha.. always play with him... he got lots of FAN!!!

its been a while since i had pizza.. i knew it i m going to get it this few days..haha.. i have the thought of eating pizza for the pass few days..LOL!

we r DONE! XD

yoke wee calculating how much he need to spend on us..LOL!

chee beng enjoying his FOOD!!! =D

blur blur now.. was kinder tired and complaining bout my leg..

decided not to post my pic of me after untie my hair..looks ugly but i still like it..haha.. any way thats all for now.. currently not much activities and plan.. jus back to work.. hmm.. kinder late.. gtg.. muackkss lov ya..


GOD BLESS!!!
i lov u bloggie..

tomorrow is the DaY!

hi reader, yeah its been a while i m away.. well since i miss my bloggie so gonna drop by for a while and write something.. sorry back few days i m sooooo BUSY!!! for few weeks la.. my dance exam is tomorrow thats why the post is tomorrow is the day of excitement and nervous!! for the past few weeks i been working or dancing thats the only thing i do almost everyday.. i got few hours to on9 then need to get some rest.. mostly would end up not enough sleep.. been taking coffee.. *bad for health.. but at least i got eat during lunch n dinner..

ever since i start work in secret recipe i been so called on diet.. well, i dont wan it that way but timing to eat at home always wrong time which means no FOOD!! so need to get mee cup all times in 711.. sometimes took bread and coffee for the rest of the day.. seriously i got not much time to chat with you all..sorry for those who SPAM!!! me alot in msn..haha.. i got no time.. well, tomorow is my exam d!! proberly after that i got more time d.. i m FREE!!! haha.. not sure what i m going to do and things in future.

for now i m looking forward to enjoy my life and score well in my silver.. argh! hope not to disapointed my friends.. anyway thanks to those who support me cos i almost pull out.. cant handle and manage well.. but guess what! i have scarifie so much and come so far then i shud giv the best shot tomorrow! this time i m fill with confident yet SCARED!!! ARFGHHHHH!!! lol.. ok, handphone ringging time to go work.. *sign i m always late for work..haha.. will update soon with more photos.. lov ya..


lov u BLOGGIE!!! muackkksss...
GOD BLESS!!!
*all the best for bronze,silver and gold..

its so hurt

hi reader its me again.. i got nothing to post i mean like activities and stuff with pictures.. i just feel like writting something..maybe this is the only place i would write the most and treat my bloggie like my dairy if u dont mind**

as u see my title you already had a mindset there is something wrong or i m being hurt..i jus wan to ask myself what have i done to deserve such situation and such problems.. hmm.. i thought i got lots of things to talk or even write down.. now i realize i hurt so bad if i were to write down.. part of it i dont wish to tell anyone and i jus wan to be alone.. maybe when i m hurt, no one is by my side now.. i nv wan this happy go lucky girl of me doesnt exsist in me.. i m still happy and laugh all the way like i use to and i will always do that.. sometimes things r meant to be keep.. if happens people know, different impression from people towards me..

anyway thats all for now.. thanks for spending some time with me.. hey, i m fine now and i m always happy.k! trust me^^ i m having a very very bad headache now feel like being knock by something.. seriously hurt so bad now.. gtg bed early..tomorow got so called "ceramah" for my work.,..damn! haha.. nite nite..^^

WeEkEndS wITh my GF XD

oh yeah! baby, u guilty?? hahaha.. well u r always my best gf! dont worry life goes on and i understand.. dont take it so hard then i say that.. u know me?? i understand u girl.. hehe..

behind the scene..

that's the most embarrassing pic i ever upload!!!

here it goes.... after my dance class.. went to gf house.. wanted to eat "yong tau fu" too bad was close.. went to kopitiam eat.. wrong place and wrong food.. turn out good..haha..had a great time..LOL!

thanks yung yung!! for the pressie..so sweet..hehe.. LOVE IT LOTS! muackkss

huggies from my sweetie^^

was raining out there..

aint prepared.. dont know what m i doing..haha

start to go crazy..

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last crazy...haha

last decent pic of all..

woke up around 3pm jus now..haha.. my gf took 2hours or more jus to come my house.. LOL!! got no plans.. since i off day so she come and visit me.. then wanted to explore something like going for penang hill or kek lok si.. but end up talking in the room.. she insisting of seeing OLDIES pic of us..hahah!! was kinder embrassing.. all those old pic refresh our memory.. haha..

when we start 1st go for camp, our dance and all those celebration and outing just meant alto to us.. even thou i dont have much pic but its enough to let her refresh..haha.. telling stories and share how we feel those days.. aww..that's sweet.. if only 4 of our besties at here we would talk whole night.. miss gathering...T__T

we head to gurney for movie.. had sushi.. saw her brother..LOL! we laugh so loud til people look at us..yeah! as usual and i dont know why... DAMN! hmm.. walked around.. buy ais-cream treat her cake..haha.. telling her bout my work and stuff.. even tease the worker who serve us..LOL! til the people face went red.. dont ask what we did to him! hahahaha... movie was OK la.. hmm.. thats all..

my sweetheart^^

blur blur..

introducing her my fav cheese cake.. *she is flying* lolz

yeah.. see her?? tam chiak..

lolz... dont know what to say..

last pic of the day.. had a great time with my gf..hehe

hmm..thats all for now.. hope to keep things update la.. dint get to eat moon cake or take tanglung this year..T___T did i tell u i got my injection d? was pain.. need to go for some "ceramah" i think on this coming Thursday and the worst part i dont know where i throw the paper that the doctor gave me for my entry! damn! haha.. my room so damn damn MESSY and i throw my bags everywhere..LOL.. got meeting this coming Tuesday.. hopefully i dont get scold la.. manager and asst.manager will be there.. did i tell u i were late for 40min!!!!! on my 1st meeting?? DAMN!
dont wanna do the same thing.. bad impression..

people was wondering whats with my msn bout the countdown thing.. its bout my dance exam.. its on 22nd Oct... consider around 2weeks la.. and this year was very bad..this year we did not manage to cover all syllables..main reason is ME~!!! seriously sorry to my team mate cos i really dissapointed them.. i did so bad til each class my teacher need to brush up for me and we r way behind our track.. we thought our exam is nex month but dint know they change without letting us know earlier.. i dont even know why i did so bad and what happen to me.. from now i work harder than i ever did before for the sake of getting a better result..

i know i can do better than i see myself in the mirror.. its a challenge when i see the mirror.. sometimes is so scared and somethings i feel happy the way it is.. cos mirror reflect back the things we do and u can see it clear that u know how much u can do and improve.. i m trying my very best to do well eventhou i know i m weak in it..thanks to my team mate a lot.. i will be back in the track.. I PROMISE~!!! i know what i wan and i m not going to waste it after putting so much effort..

parents r invited to watch us dancing during exams.. LOL! damn! anyway i gtg now.. o great! why do i always blog around 4am?? oh well, its EARLY..bed time NOW! going for jogging in 2 n half hour time.. I THINK!.. haha.. join me?? jus call me..hehe lov ya readers!!! muackkksss

GOD BLESS U!

pAdAnG kOTa LaMa

damn! how i end up going to padang kota lama?? was suppose to get injection over there but heard was close since travel so far so jalan jalan here and there to find FOOD! working around 7.30pm so was around 5pm that time.. got plenty of time.. decided to go around and discover the place since nv really go there or go there often.. i end up going to the Fort Cornwallis.. DAMN! i been staying in penang for 18years and i never step in there or even know that PLACE! i always thought i know lots of things in penang now i realize i dont know lots of things bout PENANG! haha.. check out.. lazy talk d..

welcome!!!

building..

er...no idea..LOL!

Fort Cornwallis..

do u know him??? LOL! its francis light.. its at the entrance..

crystal... pan cool..

oik me?? ahaha

Random pictures around...

remind me why i cant smile??

like this ONE! tame horse..

i always thought this one is a ship from outside view after 18years.. found out i m SO WRONG bout it..haha

o.O goat?? haha

i think i m too excited to bomb..LOL! was in a rush..

argh! trap in the prison!

at the bridge..

i do still LOVE MY CAMERA! the wave is so strong til it splash at people who walk by..

i will continue doing my post tomorrow for my cousin's birthday.. now i m too tired.. jus bath.. i know is 4am now! haha.. well, was practicing dance since exam is near..i did very bad in class.. in fact i m the worst of all.. i feel so discourage and i cant enjoy.. i feel like giving up but yet i remind myself i m not the person that do things have way.. i got the passion n i believe i could move on.. might come out a bad result but yet i learn a lesson in my life time..

now.. i aint know anything bout me! argh! seriously..watever i do now feel so discourage and i cant keep on the track of being myself.. i use to be happy girl and make lots of jokes or maybe to get people's attention..haha.. now? i m so opposite..i m quite whenever i m among my friends and i stare people when i got a weird feeling bout them.. SHIT! its so wrong.. people sau after high school people change when new things coming in.. BAH.. forget bout it.. dont even wan mention anymore..

nowadays i hate people more than i lov people.. i cant simply like people now or get close to people.. so hard for me to get along.. well, people change.. then ur friends will either like u or hate u! so far i know i got one in my list that hate me and that person use to be my best friend.. opps.. look at the time now! got work!!!! morning shift then at night dance class.. finish class at 8pm.. i wanna go out! date me reader! hahah.. available after 8..LOL!!!!! nite nite..


P.S. pray for my teacher.. she got cancer.. T___T