GoOdBye 2009! BleSseD 2010

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HAPPY NEW YEAR! my readers! i had wonderful and working life in 2009.. yeah! been spending my whole year on working..i guess if u r close to me you shud know what i been doing right? haha.. well jus let me tell u randomly what i been up to during 2009.. i spend my half year working in my cousin's office.. its call syabas tecnology then 1m n a half month at T.bowl (u know the toilet bowl restaurant in Qbm) then coni cocci as a promoter ( bankrup one month ago).. last but not least 4months in SECRET RECIPE egate! guess i work everywhere and everything.. gain lots of experience and the feeling of feeding myself? haha..

Anyway today is my last day working in secret recipe egate.. suppose to stop at 30 dec but i hand up resign letter to late so they fix a schedule for me d.. guess i need to force myself work on 31 dec.. feel so lucky i m able to work on that day eventhou its new year eve! o yeah thanks to those to invite me to hang out wif them then again sorry that i did not even turn up.. could not join danny,michelle,shze chen and crystal for steamboat eventhou i say i try my best to come! haha.. elvin, u too last min to msg me asking me to join u for countdown in qbm! others thanks alot for the new year msg! i received more than 20..wow! haha..

today was suppose to go home around 11pm and shop suppose to close around 11.30 but egate all restaurants seem full house.. even thou we close our lights and turn on music so loud yet customers did not leave.. end up everyone work til 1am..T__T hmm.. guess the news of my last day of working there spread so fast..whenever i go people will ask me and just wish me.. thanks O-Town for treating me dinner! haha.. Sushi King celebrate farewell wif me with cream and spray! *damn! kena teruk teruk one.. last but not least thanks to secret recipe for everything! make my day and good experience working life.. * i still love chocolate indulgence =p

my asst.manager came over to my shop and wish me.. eventhou all of us could not manage to enjoy the coutdown but we did our countdown letter..haha.. thanks for the wishes also! i felt touch when my cashier leader hug me for the last time.. she cried and i really try my best to hold back my tears.. T__T i m gonna miss her alot! well all of them! hmm.. after dec, everyone will be separated! hais.. my supervisor will be transfer to bayan baru and we got new training supervisor then fiqa will be transfer to queensbay to become cake/cashier.. *gosh* feel sad eventhou i m not working anymore..

compare to all the place i work, i gain the most experience working in secret recipe! they were very stict... hmm u will dozed of if i m gonna explain one by one to u! haha.. well, for me if u wanna work part time so u can earn extra then dont go there.. i work there to kill my time! i remember back few months, i been bugging alvin for jobs!..lolx.. i dont have a good pay if u see it overall.. on the positive side, u build quality in u! like disciplin,teamwork, communication and lots more.. seriously, its different.. i learn to do brownies topping,cut cakes, doing paper work like those management thing.. i enjoy the most is conteng customer's cake! LOLX... guess i dont have the chance d.. they keep things standard eventhou people saying secret recipe standard drop d.. o yeah! the price of the cake will increase!! *gosh* damn expensive la.. i think thats all for now la.. i kinder like skip alot of things..haha.. sorry that i did not update for christmas! i wan to but whenever i open my blog i will end up doing somethingelse.. sorry* haha.. here were my last photo!

previous group photo.. sorry i did not take any group photo today.. haha.. guess everyone rushin back home d..

those were the sushi king gang.. actually there are more.. some went back d and some still inside doing their work.. from left is abu bakar (chef leader), i forget this guy name d.. but i do talk alot wif him! lolx.. then kenny, my bro's friend (service leader) then wa la! is ME! lolx.. abit dry up d.. if not u will see me full of foam.. thanks to that stupid spray thing..

on my left is fiqa (waitress) and my right is zalika(cashier leader) anyway..they both cousin..haha..

thats all for now.. sorry.. i m lazy to update for the christmas!.. hav a blessed new year folks! pass shall be the history and in our memory! once again I LOVE U ALL! thanks for the cheers!! u make my day! =) i m gonna MISS U LOTTTSSSS.. T__T dont worry i will visit u guys often.k..hehe..



GOD BLESS 2010!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

SeInDaH bIaSa

thanks to danny and yung wei! for the song... great! i m addicted! love u all alot.. muacckksss!!! i m in a christmas spirit now! awesome! hahha.. sorry could not join friends for club and countdown! having steamboat at home! had a great time with my brother and his friends.. haha.. guess gonna countdown at home with them latter!! anyway enjoy the song! will update soon!!!


Anne : prays and hopes for a wonderful, meaningful and memorable Christmas ! Life wouldn't be the same without the birth of that child. You have made me see things for a perception different from the world. My God, Saviour and King. In him alone shall i dwell forever. I love you Jesus. xx ♥

Christmas - Christ = Xmas

LOVE U!

FaMiLy pIcX..

hey, i m back.. sorry been away from internet for a while.. yeah from my previous post i explain why d.. anyway i m back here again with some pictures..not much things up lately.. just work and hang out with yung wei since she came back.. i m resgining my work soon.. seriously cant wait i resign but then again i wanted to find a part time job.. only work on weekends or maybe weekdays night.. why is it so? well, i guess i have step in to working life (i know its not premernent and i can get better job) but its fun to keep this going and earn extra for my own.. well, in future can buy more things n go shopping..haha.. since i work i dont know how to open my mouth to ask money from parents anymore.. then suddenly ask money back? haha.. i need some time to get back how i ask money last time.. lolx..

currently what i know is i m going to resign in 1 week time.. yeah! end of this month then gonna start studying the following week.. fepands my schedule la.. hope can catch up.. but my 1st mission is to get internet! hais.. assigment and stuff need internet.. lolx.. finally realize i can actually live without internet but once in a while i need it to keep in touch..lolx.. if not i would be so... not updated.. haha! back to my topic.. family picture?? more of like friends picture..

hmm,.. we took our friends picture yesterday. My friend Jasa and Ching decided to take our photo together in future for our memory and before we were separated.. gosh! feel damn sad now.. cant believe high school life jus over SO fast! in fact its already A YEAR! *start to feel old again*... since yung wei came back so we took this apportunity to take pictures together. We had jasa, ching, ting , yung, cer and me in the pic.. why 6 of us? all the while its always been 6 of us! for i think 4 5 years. start our friendship since we join guides. base on our post and 6 of us is like the top one.. haha.. i jus dont know how to explain but i guess u all know how it feels when u r always with one gang of friends and always get together.. haha..

behind the screen..

sasa is bising on her day being a princess..lolx.. kena scold from yung teruk teruk.. =p

me and ah ting! haha..she always so yau yeng

me and yung yung.. we were complaining bout our phone camera sucks.. yeah same hp! haha..

aint she pretty?? haha..

me,ting and yung ^^

Ready... set! S.M.I.L.E.

this our very 1st shot.. aint that nice i feel.. i look so cubby! the camera person keep asking us to smile.. we smile til laugh everything out.. waste lots of time laughing ada la.. haha.. need me intro my besties? neh, ask me! haha..

me and yung looks like tai kar jie in the family.. well, guess both of the most fierce back in school days.. always shout at people.. hahah =p miss those days.. we use to be enemy and really hate each other! serious! BIG FIGHT! guess it ends with good friendship.. lolx... 1 have to surrender..

i lov this post the most.. camera person asking us to act our own character.. i lov this ALOT! best shot.. i know ting enjoy the most.. haha.. the backgouund is a love shape.. nice? hehe.. reminds me of DBSK! yeah.. they are the fan of DBSK!

our last post.. sasa plan it.. huggies! lolx.. guess this is the only pic show all of us we are one together..haha.. short one stand at the end =p hahaha..

thats all for our family pic. all of us were damn hungry! lolx.. went to qbm to makan dave deli.. wanted to watch movie but weekends seriously pack!!! hais... then went to school to help my guides on their dance.. campfire for tc2 that night too bad we wont be staying to join the fun.. anyway i dont wish to stay also.. i went for their traditional night more of like prom night this time! i tell u it SUCKS!!! thats an honest answer if u one.. i no longer feel the spirit of being a girl guides in there.. like no fun, joy and challenge anymore! skip that! dont even wanna talk bout it..

we head to auto city for dinner.. was fetching yung and cik.fuz.. did not able to see yin yee's performance cos we will be having dinner in tao.. had lots of fun over there.. hmm.. i will upload the pic when i get the pic la..haha.. guess thats all.. last pic for today...

me and yung yung on the roof top of queensbay! lov taking pic with her.. lolx.. aint she HAWT?? haha..

bye..CHEERS!
see ya soon..
GOD BLESS! muackkss..

oPps** bAbe soRRy thAt i LEave U!

babe refers to my BLOGGIE not u! dont perasan =p hahaha... anyway seriously sorry that i did not update for a while.. basicly no internet at home since i discharge from hospital.. all along i been using neighbour internet.. i think for a year d! yeah.. been stealing line cos they got cctv at home so its like whole place wireless.. have taste the feeling of DAYS! without net.. haha.. believe lots of people could not resist it without net at home.. for now i get use to it but hopefully i own my broadband soon la jus in case i need it in future..

hmm.. let me think where shud i start.. ok.. daily activities? nothing much.. work most of the time.. supervisor been pushing me.. work days and nights! been going out with elvin and aaron alot this days.. dont know why.. they will jus call me every night adn will ask! wassup girl!... here we go again.. haha.. but able to have some time with others.. hang out with anne for 2012 movie..! look at here.. she is crying all the way.. had a great time together.. went for shopping and makan.. we r planning to go out with rachel n kath on 21.. guess i m the only one not free.. they r doing some girls outing.. sob sob T__T imagine i cant JOIN??? lolx.. i owe U!!!

jie jie came back from KL last week.. went out shopping with her for a day! she would be accompanying me if her bf around.. lolx.. at least we r still close as usual.. bought new wallet for myself from bonia! hell! NAME ME the price! lolx... then again we go around town around to grab good food.. all hawker food of course! lolx.. she been complaining no food in KL.. haha..

yung wei came back yesterday night.. bring her to find others in gurney hawker food.. again another person complaining no good food back in KL! nothing much.. went home early.. guess nothing much for me to tell... maybe i dont feel interesting d.. sorry! well more of like i m in a rush.. i got another hour oni to get my formal letter done! cant wait til i m FREE!! serious.. i got lots of plans jus no time! thats all for now..

i will be back soon.k! promise..

dEdiCatEd tO AlvIn Loh

using a knife and poke from behind --> faster say i m ur best mui mui ever!!! =p lolxxx..
dedicate this post to u since i dint hang out with u or giv u something on ur birthday.. anyway i do still hope u can read this post before you go off to bali for a long holiday.. but too bad i think i m abit late d..later in the morning u need to set off and not able to on9 to see this post..

o yeah this post is for u since i delay your present also.. sei lo.. i dont know what to write..suddenly so blank..haha.. err..lets start from beginning? lolx.. dont know how also..haha.. you remember when i 1st start chat with you, you keep saying i misuse you for knowledge and stuff..then i start to ask you lots of question.. make you sound like a talking dictionary or maybe a teacher..haha.. til now i wont admit i misuse u ever since i know u =p and i DID NOT!!! u r jus telling me so much stuff so i extra extra ask lo..haha..

i still miss the day when u r back in UK.. maybe most of the time i on9 is at the right timing.. u will be on9 and i will start bising u with lots of complain and my day.. then i will drag u time til afternoon.. sometimes i wonder if you go there to study or what?? aint u suppose to be very busy with assigment and classes?? but still got lots of time to listen my story..haha.. well, you u start work d looks so bored.. even weekends no work also u hardly talk to me.. then less one person i can bising to.. lolxx.. any way its great to know you and get close with you.. u been a very great friend to me! again i would wish you Happy 22nd Birthday kor kor!!!

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY ALVIN LOH!

since i know you do appreciate a minor afford then i might as well post this for u..haha.. sorry dont have much time to do the nice one.. was covering up when i do cos manager was around..haha.. and that one is the 3rd one i did.. 1st n 2nd much nicer but manager pass by that i need to react so fast and throw away..lolxx.. my friend standing beside me was laughing at me when manager ask what m i doing.. sorry yea! did my best d...ok la.. gtg bed.. have to wake up early tomorow.. need to wash my wound again.. sob sob T__T gonna bare the pain again.. then again i need to work morning tomorow..i start my work today after a long "holiday".. hais.. salary fly** no money d.. o yeah, lets hang out when u come back from your holiday.k? remember my souvenir! =p


God bless you through the journey and back.. enjoy your holidays!

hOmE sWeEt HoME

at last i m back home..hehe.. was admitted to hospital for few days..from my previous blog i did mention bout my leg very pain right..yeah, cos of my leg i was admitted for operation..hmm.. i think i end at the time i got my injection..so the nex day(sunday) went for injection in the clinic.. when the doc see my wound, she said its too serious now.. u need to go to hospital now to take everything out and its best to get it done on that day.. so the doc wrote the letter to the hospital.. asking me what hospital i wan.. at 1st i choose lam wah ee.. reach there then register, mana tahu i ask back the letter n said i wanna change other hospital..lolx..stupid one..

went home cos mom say she will send me there.. end up i m the one driving there! mom was telling me to ask the doc to allow me stay in the hospital if the doc ask so she can claim insurance *pandai pun...ishh.. was at the counter register, mom keep asking the receptionist to let me overnight there! called up the nurse to have a look at my wound.. then called up doctor.. *damn! double charge on offday..LOLxx* went in emergency room to wait for the doctor..

doc came around in 10min..was fast** must be staying nearby there..hahah.. once the doctor saw my wound, on the spot operation d.. was like stunned n asking him u serious??? he told me its kinder too late d see him.. it had infected half of my toe d.. T__T took my 10ml blood.. giv me 8injection! seriously,that injection HURTS!!! all the nurse were like holding me when the doc giv me injection..asking me not to kick doctor..haha.. actually,they wanted to put me to sleep end up doc ask me again that i can bare the pain anot..

tell him to bring it ON! lolx.. so i just lay down seeing the operation.. after 5min, i decided to sit up and see whats happening..hahah! isnt that COOL! seeing LIVE OPERATION ON URSELF?? haha..cos thats totally crazy.. saw doc cut off the skin n pull everything out.. he even showed me the pus mixture with the blood.. its so AWESOME! was not able to see how deep the hole but able to see the side how wide the doc cut of my skin.. base on my doc, he said he cut half of the skin which is like 1cm wide n 1cm dept.. proberly touch my bone d..

u jus have to experience real LIVE operation..its COOL! hahah.. took around half an hour oni.. then went for xray.. doc say thank God ur bone not infected.. he ask me to stay for at least 2 days..at last mom wish come true.. stay in 2 person room.. that night cer n ting came visit me.. bring junk food** heheh.. then chat abit here n there.. then the nex morning 6am nurse came in giv me 3injection d.. T__T they giv actually gave me sleeping pill but dont know why i m alert when i m asleep..

monday morning went to doc's clinic to do the dressing..gosh! that hurts alot! seriously PAIN!!! T__T.. afternooon aunt and grandma drop by and buy me something.. then around 3pm cer drop by to visit me..bringing me one bag of snaks! haha.. bring her around the hospital *heritage walk..lolx.. buy junk food again.. then went back to my room and watch movie using my phone.. watch night at the museum.. kinder like having picnic in my room..well, no people mah..haha.. even use the curtains to close up then sleep on my bed.. start eating n watch movie.. at 1st the screen to small after some time both of us were like attracted by the movie.. dint even know the time and forget bout the small screen..haha.. watch til day turns night.. after she went home, no one visit me.. had another 3 injection that night..T__T

wed morning, went to wash my wound again.. cer was waiting me inside my room.. she jus slightly a min late when i went off to see doctor..haha.. after settle down n stuff, then went home and took a bath.. again plans! went to my work place to have lunch.. its like been century since i ate something.. haha.. we order 3 main course n 2slice of cake..lolx.. gila one.. people stare at us why eat so much..hahaha..

head to queensbay for a movie.. crazy huh? right after discharge from hospital.. go kai kai d.. kinder hyperactive.. even walk like normal til my gf actually forget i had operation..lolx.. i can walk,jump,run n play! so...what else?? felt that i been blessed by God.. at least i did not loose my leg or even worst.. and it heal so fast that right after my operation that night i can walk d.. u see how amazing God had done for me! then wait til u see how deep the hole i had la!.. o yeah.. my toe it grew it twice the size of my usual toe.. *disgusting thou.. its a good experience.. injection hurts more than my toe T__T in fact, i got 6injection perday... lolx.. hmm.. thats all i guess.. o yeah, i even drive around..haha.. dont worry i will take care of myself.. my doctor dint say me dont u dare to SAY ME! =p lol.x.. having appointment tomorrow to wash my wound.. been mc for the pass 1week.. boss so gonna fired me! so long dint come work..haha... here some pic... toe ITCHY!!!! wish i could jus BITE OFF! lolx...

o.O my name..lol.. oyeah! my doc name Mr.Goh! hahaha...

seeeeeeeee.. i got BIG TOE! doc giv it a name for it.. bangali head** hahaha..

my last meal i had.. that like the most i ate for the last day..haha..did i tell u the aunty in the kitchen likes me alot.. they will come and ask me if i wan water anot..lolx..

its my gf.. visiting me..hehe..

look at the food we ate after discharge from hospital..eat like giant! lolx..

last day of the pic..hehe.. behind me is my bed ^^

once i m on9.. see whats the time.. nearly 3am! thats the problem.. argh! i need to sleep early la.. bad habit.. anyway take this aportunity wishing my godbro, alvin loh happy birthday!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR KOR! wish u always health.. haha.. do take care yea! realize u r very weak.. work one month oni so many health problem d... anyway enjoy ur day ahead.. more of like working day?? lolx..

gtg BED!!!! got plans tomorow.. hopefully to keep things update la..hahaha.. *thank God for everything!!! God BLESS U!

FriEndS fRoM KL

last saturday, met my friends from KL.. they came down to penang for holidays.. actually more of like going for some fuction thing but they were here one day earlier to hang out.. met them in gurney.. luckily we regonize each other and able to get along.. bough them to some hawker food around for dinner.. bring them to few place for penang food.. actually that time i couldnt thing of anything nice food d cos its at night and at gurney area.. thank God they dint complain much bout food but jus enjoying..haha.. bring them to sunset bistro for a drink.. yeah, play some GAMES! and had beer..

hmm.. nothing much but had a great time with all of them.. had lots of fun too.. sorry kinder last min plan n i m sorta blank dont know where to bring u all.. the nex day went for swimming in the beach.. had lots of fun but unfortunately.. most of got injuries.. kinder dangerous and dirty the beach..and i bring my phone for a SWIM! argh! oh great... haha.. went to the swimming pool continue pushing each other into the pool.. haha.. had lots of fun.. after bath, went for dim sum(around lunch time d) then head off to macalister road to buy biscust.. haha.. guess thats all.. hmm.. not gonna explain lot la.. got few pic.. check out ^^

lok lok..too bad boon siew need could not join us.. he need to do report..

drink..

tony sexy post! =p

adrian felt so happy after shouting out loud!

i dont even know him.. thanks to adrian! =p u r gonna get it!

those guys try to pan cool.. =p from right boon siew, adrian and tony..

pervert guys! looking at hawt girls..hahaha.. they gonna kill me..

o yeah bout my leg.. serious injury T__T i accidentally hit the big rock when swimming at the beach.. know its pain d.. but nothing happen.. mon n tues already felt something wrong on my leg.. then wed when woke up could not even walk! was complainning pain and saw bruise at the base on my leg (toe part).. then went to find sasa.. she help me massage and ask me to put into hot water to allow my blood flow.. thurs night felt so pain.. whole night cant sleep at all.. suppose to be tired after working for 13hours! woke up around 4am crying for help.. cant stand d.. so pain.. woke mum but ask me wait til 7am.. cry til sleep.. then slept like 20min i get up d.. went to see doc..

doc say got this pus in my leg and its like deep down there.. doc say need to get rid of those only less pain T__T.. ask me sit on the bed and bend my leg towards my direction.. he spray some liquid on my leg to make it numb.. doc act q fast on making a small deep cut on my leg... squeeze all the pus out(yuck!) was screaming and crying.. doc try to talk to me and make me smile.. i remember i laugh while crying..haha.. stupid one.. doc say not everything come out yet cos its too deep.. if get worst might wanna come again to cut again.. doc was kinder rough at wrapping my wound.. somemore giv me injection T__T this is the worst pain i ever face in my life.. bad experience thou but at least i m much better now..

then again.. i need to go back for injection tomorow and sunday.. T__T got mc for 2 days..woo hoo!! leg still hurt but much much better.. serious! if not i would be crying again if i did not went to see doc.. haha.. actually i did not promise the doc i wanna go back for injection unfortunatelly when i took my medicine at the counter, heard the doc shout out so loud from his room to ask the nurse tell me come for injection tomorow.. n all the patient outside waiting were like staring at me T__T WT!!! everyone saw me face and eyes so red when come out from the room.. haha..

at last i can get a good peace rest! lol.. its late now.. gtg head to bed.. gonna see doc in few hours time.. T__T hopefully no infection or worst la.. seriously i cant stand the pain.. anyway God bless me through out the day.. went out with my gf for movie today n had dinner together.. girls talk too^^ hehe.. nite nite..


P.S not gonna show my leg =p haha... nite..

bAcK fOr BloGgy...

hi bloggie i m back.. yeah left u q a while d..sorry! now my mood suppose to be active and hyper since i m bloggin! guess turn out to be so sleepy.. slept like 4hours only last night cos ting kacau me in the morning! she was suppose to go down KL today.. jasa was fetching her car broke down! 1st person to call.. SOOK KOON! yeah.. always rescue them!.. pandai pun!.. haha.. took around 5min to get up and ready to fetch them.. ting was rushing.. bus pulled off at 8 was 7.50 d.. atleast 15min reach there.. did not miss the bus unfortunetly left her HP in my car... was 15min late to work cos send jasa to work..damn! asst.manager was there staring at me and asking me lots of questions..

hmm.. nothing much recently.. well, been watching movie for 5 days in a row last week.. haha!.. gonna tell bit what i been up to recently.. meet up with matthew and his gang for supper at kayu! was hilarious.. i fight with elvin..haha.. great time with them.. i did remember his friends but dont remember their names.. well, at least we talk and laugh all the way like we r best friends or long lost friends..lols.. met gf coursemate..had dinner with them.. went out with my teacher for dinner,supper... met up with danny,crystal,kt and my teacher in mcd recently.. makan with my collegous (treat from company cos achieve target for last month..haha..awesome!) thats all i can think.. o yeah! sorry to all my friends that i could not make it for outing or dates la.. few weeks inside been accepting on going out with friends or any activities and realize most of it crash together.. sometimes need to ppk one or jus dont go or go both also..HAHA..

opps.. i m suppose to post bout my supervisor over here instead of craps..haha.. oh well.. plan to post this for the past 2weeks.. guess i m jus too lazy! i think i did mention bout my supervisor will be transfering to another outlet.. hmm.. his last day was end of last month.. seriously he is a very nice guy.. been guiding me on my work.. share with me bout his life.. make jokes and protecting me very well.. haha.. yeah would reward him as my best supervisor! hehe

group pic..with my supervisor..

me and my supervisor.. looks like he got lots of tayar....guess what? he DANCE! he even show me his video and all the prize he won last time.. now.. gemuk dah! haha.. hmm.. if i can find in u-tube would post up la..hehe.. i do still talk and see him all times.. jus not that close anymore..

crystal,me and danny.. jus cant get away from camera..haha.. lov it..

after so called video-ing..haha.. kt drag the most time =p lolx.. would be laughing ur ass off when u see him talk in front of video..haha.. from right kt,danny,me and crystal..hehe

2nd gift from samuel..hehe..thanks alot! will send u back something..

o yeah, would like to promote for my friends and for my ala point(alp) school bout this upcoming event! charity performance..too bad i wont be able to join them for the performance.. haha.. well, i dont go to class every week.. need to travel very far and working all times.. hard to change my schedule cos its on weekends..!! heard this is the biggest production.. need to go there and support!! my teacher is the main organizer.. very stress for him.. then again all the dancers had been putting so much effort for this event.. its gonna a very successful and wonderful event! so dont miss it! guess what.. my principal is dancing! hahah.. shuu.. so gonna be AWESOME! join me! i can get tickets for u! here's the description..

Charity Dance show 2009 is another project by Lions CLub of Penang Komtar which presented by K&T Artwork in collaboration with A La Pointe Ballet Academy, iLearn Dance Studio, DOS (Dance on Studio), 100% Dance Studio, D Vol Dance Theatre and Dance Factory Art Academy. There will be modern jazz, hip hop, ballet, contemporally and traditional dances. Mr Ng Kai Beng is the producer of the event and also the choreographer for K&T Artwork.

its called Charity Dance Show!

P.S i wrote this blog yesterday night.. unfortunately i fall asleep..thank God blogspot do save everything! if not i would have not blog again.. guess i m too tired this days..haha..


another post coming up..stay tune...
God bless u!

Elliot Yamin - Never Let Go

what do you say
when you can't even look the one you love in the face
all you can think about is
what price are you're gonna pay
everything i worked so hard for
i blew it away
just for a moment

so how do i explain the tears you cry
trading in your love for just one night
sorry baby i apologize
hoping that's enough to get me by
you ain't never know me to be like this
i was so weak could not resist
that it never happened would be my wish
i can't believe what i did

why did i let go
knowing you'd never do me the same
i should of just came home
but i didn't know how to leave
i left you alone
i did not mean to play with your heart
girl.. should of never let go (never let go)

i dealt with the pain
of the mess i made
and watching you walk away
like it's crazy here without you
but you're not to blame, no
after finding you maybe i thought i could change
it lasted a moment
now i can't even stop the tears i cry
don't want to deal with this another night
what i did before i don't know why
when you're the one i needed in my life
you ain't never know me to be like this
i was so weak could not resist
i don't think i'm gonna get over this, no
i can't believe what i did

why did i let go
knowing you'd never do me the same
i should of just came home
but i didn't know how to leave
i left you alone
i did not mean to play with your heart
girl.. should of never let go (never let go)

please i have control
cos i.. baby i can't let go
i'm a better man then i showed ya
just don't wanna believe that it's over
cos every night and every day
i'm hoping that you're ok
ohhh
you know it's hard to let go

why did i let go
knowing you'd never do me the same
i should of just came home (should of came home)
but i didn't know how to leave (i didn't know how to leave)
i left you alone
i did not mean to play with your heart
girl.. should of never let go (never let go)

why did i let go (why did i let go)
knowing you'd never do me the same
i should of just came home (i should of came home)
but i didn't know how to leave (i didn't know how to leave)
i left you alone
i did not mean to play with your heart
girl.. should of never let go (never let go)
should of never let go
should of never let go


*here i m back with one of elliot's song.. its been q a while since i post any of his songs.. well, not all his songs is nice but i still like him the way it is.. suppose to post something but i m jus to lazy to open my computer.. hmm.. nowadays i m so free till nothing to do.. lolx.. yet i m lazy to start something... time passes so fast.. now its the beginning of november and looks like everyone is preparing for christmas.. then its end of the year.. i learn so much when life change and there is something big changing me inside.. i jus dont know but thank God for being there with me.. any way i gtg.. see ya soon..


God bless

miSs u BLOg

i jus dont know why i miss my blog so much! haha.. maybe sometimes is the best place to write when i m sad, happy or jus ANYTHING! when i feel i wan to write..hehe.. hmm.. nothing much bout me this days.. this few weeks need to work most of my time cos 2 of colleagues take few days offday and its on weekends.. then again my supervisor will be transfer to another outlet... last of all now is end of the month which means lots of paper work and updates to be done..

i m kinder upset knowing my supervisor will be leaving us.. and nex month is his birthday! argh! T___T he is a very nice guy.. and maybe cause i dont get to bully him anymore..haha.. there r many stories btw both of us..LOLx.. i will tell u if u wan hear bout it..haha.. not gonna tell u over here.. this few days kinder sick.. headache, sneezing, coughing and jus not feeling so well.. *that include lov sick also..haha..

o yeah.. i m starting a new blog soon *hopefully.. was suppose to link to my blog on the 2nd thought better dont.. cause i m using the blog to sell things more of like doing business la.. haha.. as part time job or so call work from home.. recently been discussing with my teacher.. she got lots of story books so she would like to sell off and asked me if i can help her.. and yes i start to use my free time to help her out.. well, u know this few days i been complaining my offday getting bored and i use my offday to sleep but not to enjoy or go out with friends.. then just giv it a try on doing this kind of things.. i will start on selling 2nd hand books.. i might sell other things in future and its only available in m'sia..haha.. cos i m still lost using paypal.. i cant open 1 if not i will be using money like drinking WATER! AERGH! NOO!!!!... need to save money now.. hmm.. well hopefully i get the blog done by this week and start to advertise by next week..aha.. still need some advice.. if anyone happens to drop by pls to tell me more bout doing this kind of thing..pls n thank u^^

other than that nowadays i read books.. i dont know why.. but i jus read..haha.. comics, story books.... JUST READ..LOLx.. i use my break time(only 1h) go to 711 and sit there for an hour to finish up the whole comic book.. i m not suppose to do that cos i need to buy.. it was well wrap..LOLx.. wat u expect.. i already know all the workers in 711.. even one of the guy always bully me! when i m late for work i will go through 711(shortcut).. 711 backdoor is my shop's backdoor..haha.. save 2min!!!! LOLx.. remember 1 time i was rushing to work then the guy was about to go home then he lock the 711 front door dont wan let me go in.. i start to shout til the security look at us and laugh..stupid one! haha.. 1st day he work i already kacau him til he remember me! LOLx...

o yeah! i start to do some handcraft using recycle things.. seriously i m getting very weird..HAHAH i dont know why.. i reject most of the people who date me or going out with them.. i rather spend time on doing something silly.. *good thing my gf know i m a weird girl.. my next mission is to build a ship using newspaper and pencil..hahaha! maybe that's what i m interested in and i m talented in.. not sure i m going to do it anot but for now i got something to do..haha..

that's all for now..opps..no pic... well at least some update but nothing interesting..hais Thursday and Friday work from 12-12.. wan gila d.. cant wait til sat.. going for badminton at night and maybe movie after that.. hmm..mostly i m going alone..haha.. u dont have to pity me! i start to get addicted on doing things alone.. i still owe my gf going out with her..haha.. now i see i try to make my life busy and interesting.. msn and Fb gets bored now.. hoping to get new phone.. T__T kinder like 5300nokia..lolxxx.. yeah i know asking why i dont wan sony?? well, realize i jus LOVE the touchscreen and smsing..hahah.. i will keep things update la.. bye bloggie^^

lov u...
God bless..
nite nite^^

aT LaSt i m FREE!!! =p

at last i m done with my ISTD silver jazz.. from my previous post u know i have been so busy with my work and dance.. even use my 1hour break time to practice dance and late for work every time..i m glad its over and hopefully my hard work pay off.. hmm.. i remember i did really bad due to the timing and lost focus.. well, i cant forgive myself for what i had done during exam.. i know what have done is done but i know i can do better.. i pratice so hard jus to get myself focus.. dint know i would actually let it go so easily.. get to did it once only.. and i did it so bad?? argh..

well, just praying there is always bonus marks la.. haha.. even i did not get a good grade but hope to pass... kinder dissapointed at myself.. thanks to my teacher for helping me and guiding me.. i know he had lost his patient yet he still have hope in me.. well, thanks for everyone supporting me.. glad i manage to make it eventhou i did not do my best.. hais.. bah,leave sad case for myself better..haha.. if not it wont be fun d.. after exam, had lunch with my team mates.. we went to giant for pizza.. LOLx...here some pic..

before my hairdo.. haha.. blur blur.. slept 6hours only le..

taa daaa.. i m done with my hair.. haha.. ready for my exam in small studio..

*20mins in big studio for exam..*garu head..was like yelling all the way after exam finish..haha.. back to our small studio and had some discussion..

took pic with my team mate.. from left yoke wee, chee beng and me.. dont know what to post d.. was rushing to cabut.. haha..

our senior..she is talented!!

that du no! ala pointe's percious dog.. aint he CUTE?? having a hair cut..haha.. always play with him... he got lots of FAN!!!

its been a while since i had pizza.. i knew it i m going to get it this few days..haha.. i have the thought of eating pizza for the pass few days..LOL!

we r DONE! XD

yoke wee calculating how much he need to spend on us..LOL!

chee beng enjoying his FOOD!!! =D

blur blur now.. was kinder tired and complaining bout my leg..

decided not to post my pic of me after untie my hair..looks ugly but i still like it..haha.. any way thats all for now.. currently not much activities and plan.. jus back to work.. hmm.. kinder late.. gtg.. muackkss lov ya..


GOD BLESS!!!
i lov u bloggie..

tomorrow is the DaY!

hi reader, yeah its been a while i m away.. well since i miss my bloggie so gonna drop by for a while and write something.. sorry back few days i m sooooo BUSY!!! for few weeks la.. my dance exam is tomorrow thats why the post is tomorrow is the day of excitement and nervous!! for the past few weeks i been working or dancing thats the only thing i do almost everyday.. i got few hours to on9 then need to get some rest.. mostly would end up not enough sleep.. been taking coffee.. *bad for health.. but at least i got eat during lunch n dinner..

ever since i start work in secret recipe i been so called on diet.. well, i dont wan it that way but timing to eat at home always wrong time which means no FOOD!! so need to get mee cup all times in 711.. sometimes took bread and coffee for the rest of the day.. seriously i got not much time to chat with you all..sorry for those who SPAM!!! me alot in msn..haha.. i got no time.. well, tomorow is my exam d!! proberly after that i got more time d.. i m FREE!!! haha.. not sure what i m going to do and things in future.

for now i m looking forward to enjoy my life and score well in my silver.. argh! hope not to disapointed my friends.. anyway thanks to those who support me cos i almost pull out.. cant handle and manage well.. but guess what! i have scarifie so much and come so far then i shud giv the best shot tomorrow! this time i m fill with confident yet SCARED!!! ARFGHHHHH!!! lol.. ok, handphone ringging time to go work.. *sign i m always late for work..haha.. will update soon with more photos.. lov ya..


lov u BLOGGIE!!! muackkksss...
GOD BLESS!!!
*all the best for bronze,silver and gold..

its so hurt

hi reader its me again.. i got nothing to post i mean like activities and stuff with pictures.. i just feel like writting something..maybe this is the only place i would write the most and treat my bloggie like my dairy if u dont mind**

as u see my title you already had a mindset there is something wrong or i m being hurt..i jus wan to ask myself what have i done to deserve such situation and such problems.. hmm.. i thought i got lots of things to talk or even write down.. now i realize i hurt so bad if i were to write down.. part of it i dont wish to tell anyone and i jus wan to be alone.. maybe when i m hurt, no one is by my side now.. i nv wan this happy go lucky girl of me doesnt exsist in me.. i m still happy and laugh all the way like i use to and i will always do that.. sometimes things r meant to be keep.. if happens people know, different impression from people towards me..

anyway thats all for now.. thanks for spending some time with me.. hey, i m fine now and i m always happy.k! trust me^^ i m having a very very bad headache now feel like being knock by something.. seriously hurt so bad now.. gtg bed early..tomorow got so called "ceramah" for my work.,..damn! haha.. nite nite..^^

WeEkEndS wITh my GF XD

oh yeah! baby, u guilty?? hahaha.. well u r always my best gf! dont worry life goes on and i understand.. dont take it so hard then i say that.. u know me?? i understand u girl.. hehe..

behind the scene..

that's the most embarrassing pic i ever upload!!!

here it goes.... after my dance class.. went to gf house.. wanted to eat "yong tau fu" too bad was close.. went to kopitiam eat.. wrong place and wrong food.. turn out good..haha..had a great time..LOL!

thanks yung yung!! for the pressie..so sweet..hehe.. LOVE IT LOTS! muackkss

huggies from my sweetie^^

was raining out there..

aint prepared.. dont know what m i doing..haha

start to go crazy..

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last crazy...haha

last decent pic of all..

woke up around 3pm jus now..haha.. my gf took 2hours or more jus to come my house.. LOL!! got no plans.. since i off day so she come and visit me.. then wanted to explore something like going for penang hill or kek lok si.. but end up talking in the room.. she insisting of seeing OLDIES pic of us..hahah!! was kinder embrassing.. all those old pic refresh our memory.. haha..

when we start 1st go for camp, our dance and all those celebration and outing just meant alto to us.. even thou i dont have much pic but its enough to let her refresh..haha.. telling stories and share how we feel those days.. aww..that's sweet.. if only 4 of our besties at here we would talk whole night.. miss gathering...T__T

we head to gurney for movie.. had sushi.. saw her brother..LOL! we laugh so loud til people look at us..yeah! as usual and i dont know why... DAMN! hmm.. walked around.. buy ais-cream treat her cake..haha.. telling her bout my work and stuff.. even tease the worker who serve us..LOL! til the people face went red.. dont ask what we did to him! hahahaha... movie was OK la.. hmm.. thats all..

my sweetheart^^

blur blur..

introducing her my fav cheese cake.. *she is flying* lolz

yeah.. see her?? tam chiak..

lolz... dont know what to say..

last pic of the day.. had a great time with my gf..hehe

hmm..thats all for now.. hope to keep things update la.. dint get to eat moon cake or take tanglung this year..T___T did i tell u i got my injection d? was pain.. need to go for some "ceramah" i think on this coming Thursday and the worst part i dont know where i throw the paper that the doctor gave me for my entry! damn! haha.. my room so damn damn MESSY and i throw my bags everywhere..LOL.. got meeting this coming Tuesday.. hopefully i dont get scold la.. manager and asst.manager will be there.. did i tell u i were late for 40min!!!!! on my 1st meeting?? DAMN!
dont wanna do the same thing.. bad impression..

people was wondering whats with my msn bout the countdown thing.. its bout my dance exam.. its on 22nd Oct... consider around 2weeks la.. and this year was very bad..this year we did not manage to cover all syllables..main reason is ME~!!! seriously sorry to my team mate cos i really dissapointed them.. i did so bad til each class my teacher need to brush up for me and we r way behind our track.. we thought our exam is nex month but dint know they change without letting us know earlier.. i dont even know why i did so bad and what happen to me.. from now i work harder than i ever did before for the sake of getting a better result..

i know i can do better than i see myself in the mirror.. its a challenge when i see the mirror.. sometimes is so scared and somethings i feel happy the way it is.. cos mirror reflect back the things we do and u can see it clear that u know how much u can do and improve.. i m trying my very best to do well eventhou i know i m weak in it..thanks to my team mate a lot.. i will be back in the track.. I PROMISE~!!! i know what i wan and i m not going to waste it after putting so much effort..

parents r invited to watch us dancing during exams.. LOL! damn! anyway i gtg now.. o great! why do i always blog around 4am?? oh well, its EARLY..bed time NOW! going for jogging in 2 n half hour time.. I THINK!.. haha.. join me?? jus call me..hehe lov ya readers!!! muackkksss

GOD BLESS U!